There is me, having that connection with a guy who spiritually is pretty closed and yes, it drives me nuts. And now I just found this link Soul connections (often refered to as Twin Soul, Karmic Connection, Soulmate)
“Both people will respond, usually instantly knowing there’s something special but how much they are affected at the time and how much they realize whats going on depends upon their level of spiritual openness at the time. We’re all familiar with the situation where its fine for a time then one person just seems to freak out and head for the hills because its all so strong and they don’t feel in control of it. A classic case where the closer they get to it the more there’s still there and they fear the lack of control they would have in the interaction.”
“…Also if they are still spiritually closed they aren’t yet feeling the full force of the connection so the truth may be that yes they feel it but that they haven’t opened enough yet to let it consume them and they’re fighting it.”
“Have faith that spiritual openness is the order of the day, its often why there’s a connection, to make the spiritually closed people walk the path of total openness. And when they get there, then the connection will control them as much as it controls you.”
As I was reading this, I was thinking this is SO him. But it gave me hope that one day he will open up (more). I feel like he already had opened up a bit when I met him the last time but the way things are right now between us, we are at a point where he prefers to kinda fight me by ignoring me. Probably because he cannot tell what is going on and why I just know some things (I should not know) and he’s afraid.